Turing 31 today, so just reflecting on this past year. I think that 30 has been one of the best years of my life. I really do mean that...no joke. Here are 30 things I learned while I was 30.
1. I figured out the whole God thing. Well let's just say it makes much more sense to me now. After being raised in church, going to a ministry training school...at age 30 it has become clearer. I have always KNOWN that it was about a relationship with the Lord and not about religion, but for some reason it just clicked. I learned that my "works" get me no where. That it's not about the external things I do, but the internal change that I have through having the Lord in my life, which produces the external changes. Duh...we are sinners, we are not perfect. If you are going to try having a Christian walk by doing things on your own...it's going to be VERY hard. I just have a peace...a freedom like I have never had before...EVER in my whole life. It makes me love my husband more, it makes me love my kids more, it makes me love people more. I LOVE going to church. I look forward to Sundays and Wednesdays like no other day in the week. I have a DESIRE to spend time with the Lord...I don't feel like it's an obligation...I WANT to. Serving the Lord "internally" rather than "externally" is just a whole lot easier. :)
2. I realized that my family was more important than any store or business idea I ever have. That I couldn't work 7 days a week, 24 hours a day. That I needed to create a "home life" for my family. We began to decorate our house up like we lived there and it became a home, instead of just a place we slept at night. I love my house, because it is now a home...I know that sounds really weird...but the only time we were ever there was just to sleep...now I just love being there.
3. I spent a few days with my grandmother learning how to cook my favorite meals that she makes. I enjoyed that time with her, and now my family actually eats some homemade meals.
4. I learned that taking your two grandmothers to DisneyWorld is WAY TOO much fun. That pushing a wheelchair gets you into back rooms you have never seen before. That being 30 years old and sitting on your grandmother's lap during the Wishes Fireworks show is PRICELESS. I can't wait for our next trip with them.
5. I realized that going through difficult times teach your more than you could ever imagine.
6. I learned that laying down your pride is just a good thing. You just don't need that in your life.
7. I learned that when I acknowledge the Lord in what I do that He will open up doors that I never dreamed was imaginable.
8. I learned that when doors open up…no matter how much you feel like YOU can’t do it…DO IT….because if the Lord opened the door, He will help you along the way. I believe that keeps you humble..because you know it's God and NOT you.
9. I learned that you are NEVER going to feel fulfilled in life until you are doing what the Lord designed you to do. That you have unique talents and gifts for a reason…use them.
10. I learned to not be ashamed of what I believe.
11. I learned that you can’t make everyone happy in life…you just have to accept that and get over it.
12. I learned that you should NEVER listen or read a bunch of negativity…that is what I call dream crushers…it can suck you in, negativity breads negativity.
13. I realized that there is NOTHING like a walk in the park with your husband and two girls.
14. I realized that no matter how long I kept the size 4 jeans in my closet, they just were never going to fit again…get rid of them.
15. I learned that failure is not fatal…I knew that, had read all the books on it, but put that one into practice a couple of times this year. My man Walt Disney said, “It’s good to have a hard failure by the age of 30”…hey, WoooHooo, that rocks.
16. I learned that worship music is the MOST amazing music in the world. I’ve always loved it, but man, for some reason this year it’s just been so refreshing to me.
17. I learned to accept the gray hair…just cover it up. So is that really accepting it? Hmmmm
18. I found that there is nothing like just sitting down and having a good conversation with your husband.
19. I have never loved Jeremiah more than I have this year. I love to watch him interact with the girls. He is the most selfless individual I know. I want to be more like him. I learn from just watching him.
20. I learned that drinking chick-fil-a cookies and cream milkshakes DOES NOT make you thinner.
21. I learned that eating dippin dots after 10:30 at night makes me sick.
22. I learned to just let Alayna play with paint and not worry about it…she is an artist, she is drawn to paint and glue and anything messy.
23. I learned that there is no greater feeling than to have your kids talk about the Lord and to hear them pray.
24. I have never valued having Christian friends like I have this year. I love that I can talk to my friends about what the Lord is teaching me and they not think I’ve totally lost my mind.
25. I have come to the conclusion that I think I need glasses.
26. I have learned to look for what my kids are interested in and encourage them in those areas.
27. I have learned to “keep moving forward” that would be another quote from my man Walt. Here is his quote: “We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”
28. I have come to the conclusion that life is just a series of learning experiences…enjoy the process.
29. I have learned to be more cautious in business decisions…put more thought and prayer in all I do.
30. I have learned that the biggest dreams I can imagine, that the Lord can blow those out of the water. That excites me. ☺
My prayer for 31 is that I keep my focus on Him. That I would grow in my relationship with the Lord. That I will keep Him number one. That I would be quick to hear His voice. That I would have a passion for His word. That I would be a good example to my girls. That I would have a clear vision of all that He has called me to do. That I would dream bigger dreams, go to higher heights. That my relationship with Jeremiah would become even stronger. That I would have a heart for worship like I’ve never had before. That He would guard my mind. That He would give me creative ideas in my business and other endeavors. That I would never forget how blessed I am and to thank Him everyday for all He has done in my life.
Alright, guys. If you are still reading this post you need a big gold star. This was a long one. Hope you all have a wonderful day today. We are almost in Gatlinburg. I will be spending time with the family today. I have requested a meal at the Apple Barn. Mmmmm, apple fritters with apple butter, apple cider, dumplins, vegetable soup, apple pie….I can’t wait. A drive through Cade’s Cove, pictures of the girls with mountains in the background, all the fall decorations are out. It’s going to be a good day…starting off 31 right.
If you ordered clear albums, you can pick them up in the store. All those being shipped will go out Tuesday morning. Sorry, I didn’t realize about the holiday…I tried to have them ready to go out Saturday, but it just didn’t happen…but they are ready now and I will send them from Gatlinburg. ;) I will be back in town Wednesday…my parents built condos in Gatlinburg, so we were going up there to help them get it all set up, but they aren’t all the way ready, so I think this may end up being a some what relaxing trip…as long as I get that meal and a drive through Cade’s Cove I am good. ;)
Have a great day and I will chat with you all on Tuesday!